It would be a big fat lie if I said that my time in South
Africa has been all smiles and rainbows. I, like most people who are thousands of miles
from home, get homesick. I thought that I was pretty good at hiding this emotion
from the people here , but about a month and a half into my stay it was very
apparent - even to strangers.
Due to the schools being closed, I had a week off of work. This amount of down time was not very good and it made my head spin like a ferris wheel. The honeymoon phase was really wearing off and I was craving something “homey”. This feeling built up and built up all the week thru to Sunday when I felt the waterworks starting.
My host rotates churches every week and she decided to change up her rotation to a church that she said I would really enjoy. In my head I thought to myself, “if it is under 5 hours long, I will enjoy it!”. I know, I know, it was a bratty thing to think. As soon as we walked into the service I started to cry. It was in English and it had a worship band - two things I had not encountered since I arrived here in SA. As we were leaving, I over heard a man talking to my host sister. He said to her,
“You should take her to McDonalds. She looks homesick and they have those in her country!”
I laughed at his comment and realized that it was probably the week’s worth tears that were now on my face that clued him into my homesickness. I am pretty confident that I had tears in my eyes the whole service. They were tears of joy, for I was able to get a little piece of home, thousands of miles away. Now, I probably will never go back to that church and may not experience another service here in English again, but I am very thankful for my host realizing what I needed that day and allowing me to experience it.
Due to the schools being closed, I had a week off of work. This amount of down time was not very good and it made my head spin like a ferris wheel. The honeymoon phase was really wearing off and I was craving something “homey”. This feeling built up and built up all the week thru to Sunday when I felt the waterworks starting.
My host rotates churches every week and she decided to change up her rotation to a church that she said I would really enjoy. In my head I thought to myself, “if it is under 5 hours long, I will enjoy it!”. I know, I know, it was a bratty thing to think. As soon as we walked into the service I started to cry. It was in English and it had a worship band - two things I had not encountered since I arrived here in SA. As we were leaving, I over heard a man talking to my host sister. He said to her,
“You should take her to McDonalds. She looks homesick and they have those in her country!”
I laughed at his comment and realized that it was probably the week’s worth tears that were now on my face that clued him into my homesickness. I am pretty confident that I had tears in my eyes the whole service. They were tears of joy, for I was able to get a little piece of home, thousands of miles away. Now, I probably will never go back to that church and may not experience another service here in English again, but I am very thankful for my host realizing what I needed that day and allowing me to experience it.
Peace,
Kelly
Kelly
PS This
occurred at beginning of my journey, I thought it was pretty funny and fit into my journal of grateful moments...No worries, I am doing
very well.:)
I think Dad and I will go have one today.. just for you :)
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